I am in 18 years old with careless parents who have their own perfect familys ect..Ive been a good girl all my life and they resent me because Im the consequence from their mistakes.I am half chinese half russian jewish So I was never to be born.So I lived a terrible life molested, abandonded,rapped,physicall and emotionally abused.I was going to college until I because mentally distraced by hell at home.I dropped out got two jobs lived with a friend whom I eventually moved out away from.I know live with my single mom and work as a waitress at a stripclub.
Im thinking about stripping but I also have doubts because i hear it changes you for the bad.Anythoughts?